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addictive

I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.

Sunday, July 04, 2010, 8:53 AM

all of a sudden ... my blog was untouched for months.. though i still remember it every now and then.. but when i open a new post.. all of a suddden.. everything that i wanted to write just went blank. Have i lost my ability to communicate in written form or am i just confused what I am thinking at those moments of time that I cant even write in a proper manner.

Many at times, we do have mixed feelings in our mind.. and also many at times, these mixed feeling just come and go like a wind and we do not really remember it for long. Guess these mixed feelings become an adaptation of life.. experience it, adapt to it, then forget abt it, and finally move on. It also means that unsolved problems still remind unsolved and these feelings become part and parcel of life without us realising it.

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To get what i want.
To have better memory.
Make me grow taller.
High Tolerance in Sch.
Appreciate and Treasure.
Have a big husband bear.
Earn money for selling notes.
Find true love

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Death Note(Partial)
Cardcaptor Sakura
Peach Girls
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Nanoha
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Fruit Basket
Slam Dunk
Naruto
Shakugan no Shana
Hatsuki
Green Green tv
Air
Ouran High School
Naruto Shinppunden
Lamune
Vampire Knight
D Gray Man
Aishiteruze Baby
Full Metal Alchemist
Chokotto Sister
Clannad
Itazura na kiss
Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha
Yakitate!!Japan!
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Quote of the Day♥

God Grant Me the Serenity to

ACCEPT the things I cannot change,

the STRENGTH to change those I can

and the WISDOM to know the difference."