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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Monday, November 09, 2009, 6:42 AM

being crazy, foolish and stupid for 4 years.
Decided to lead my own life, do what I wan
Be happy about everyting I have and do not have
To close the window from the outside world
And hide protected in my own hard shell.

Had we Not have enough of outside temptation
Had we Not have enough of all the nonsense
Had we not have enough of disappointment
If life is so, why are we still so persistent to try to grab Hold of everyting.

Maybe age is catching up and tiredness overwhelm the urge to survive
When we realise that heart is no longer a place where we put souls of people inside
The emptiness will gradually fill up the empty space in it.
To forget may take years, to forgive may be forever.
But when i start to forget you, I think it is also time to start my forgiveness..