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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Sunday, March 09, 2008, 6:35 PM

一个很奇怪的梦,是因为在真实的世界里太无趣还是人在那一天想的某件事太多。

我的梦,很奇怪 可是起来的时候,感觉确实温温的。

在梦里,我是一个单亲妈妈。那天因为早放学而打算百货公司去买小孩子用的东西。开始的感觉很奇怪, 大家应该明白。可是却有一种力量让我坚持下去。朋友的接受,朋友的支柱,周围人的帮助。不止,有一个更大的力量让我安慰,然我有理由承下去。那就是"我"的孩子的存在。每当我拥抱他时,他那柔软的身体,整个就像棉花“nua”在我身上。感觉不是养他的压力,反而是我感到无限的感叹。孩子好像是在回抱我,让我一直向前走,就为了他。我不能画,我不能让人看到那孩子的美丽的脸孔。可是那种感觉,我形容不出来,就好像真正妈妈的感觉。

起来时,我一直问我自己我渴望的生活是什么?我不清楚,反而对世界的奇妙觉得无奈。