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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Wednesday, February 13, 2008, 10:13 PM

A penting anger... Something which i dun wish to say it out and has been stacking within myself to the brine ... that finally today .. i decided it is time to say it though i know i will hurt the others' feelings. But hu cares!!! Since they do not respect me ... i really seriously absolutely find no reason why i should keep it in my heart and consider their feelings... WHY SHOULD I RESPECT THEM!!! THIS IS RIDICULOUS... The world is already so unfair.. y should i make things difficult for myself and make myself so miserable.... Why do i get from it other then penting miseries.... and still i have to smile to them everyday ... i find no meaning and no point doing it....

Even you are my good friend... i expect you to respect me at least to the average.... you can bully me and do watever things to me but you should NEver NEVER make me or force me to do things against my principles.... IF YOU UNDERSTAND ME !!! If you dun know what are my principles... i guess you are not enough to be my friend... since I am very open with my principles....

Sometimes it is alright to ask... Sometimes it is alright for me to help you... But there are things that should not be taken from and copied from. It is totally unfair to me at least. I have spent so much effort to do them .. and yet others just take it and move on without giving a tot of how much i have put in ... how much time i have spent. it is not about saying thank you and that's it... it is all abt integrity .... it is all abt respecting other people's work... it is all about being responsible.... if you have not put any effort into thinking and doing it yourself... YOU HAVE TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT TO ASK FOR IT!!! SERIOUSLY!!

This is how the game goes... The world is practical and competitive.... y should i lend you and let you win me when u have done nothing .... R you going to give me your certificate? R u going to give me your job? R you going to give me your life? NO!! YOU NEVER WILL .... Unless you are willing to give me your time .... Even you pay me money to give things to you..... I WILL SLAP YOU RIGHT THROUGH!!! Please!!! GO REFLECT ON YOURSELF!!!!