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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Sunday, January 20, 2008, 11:48 PM

最近很多人都在问我为什么当初离开了他。我始终没有说出正正的原因。可能是因为还为自己的举动感到荒唐。
1。 你问我我还不还爱他。是，我还爱着他，甚至到一种放不下他的境界。
２。你问我那为什么当时还放开他的手。因为我无法想象我门之间会白头偕老。既然都没有这可能，那么在继续下去又有什么意思。
３。可能我一个人承得太久了，寂寞已经不再是个恐惧而因此不再害怕一辈子一个人生活的可能性。

我害怕感情的困扰，我害怕爱情的挫折，我害怕我再也承受不起爱情带来的压力吧。