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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Monday, December 31, 2007, 6:01 AM

寂寞的夜晚，我想的只有你。我问自己一个一直在逃避的问题：“我是否还是还爱着你？”在我失去你的那一天，我放弃了我对爱情的期望，对爱情的信心，对爱情的要求。我一直问我自己，爱情是什么，在两人的互动中需要什么来维持感情，什么是天长地久。
我开始忘记了什么叫心动，忘记了喜欢一个人的感觉。当他向我示爱时，我问我自己：“我真的爱他吗。还是我只是很自私的需要一个人依靠。我对待他的感觉是什么，是哥妹之间而已还是情人的感觉。“我已不再清楚。
单独的生活我已习惯，忘了依靠一个人的感觉是什么。寂寞的夜晚，我坐在窗边望着漆黑的夜空，无趣的发起呆，忘了时间和自己的存在。我是怎么了。。。