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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Monday, August 13, 2007, 7:18 PM

Long time no blog... But have been seeing my friends and chat with them a lot...
A new semester has arrived but to me... I could not feel any excitement as it feels like a continuation of my research programme... Or rather, I no longer have the mood to feel excited over what I am doing... what I desire to acheive...
I try to search for motivation.. Return to my old school.. Looking for corners that I once found motivation...But, my old school seems to lose something... Something that I tot it was special to me but is gone. Well till now, I am still searching ... Searching for something that is worth me to take notice of...
the marks no longer matter.. The results no longer matter... Other's view on me no longer matter... As I start to close up the window inside me... I start to tink whether is it time for me to decide what I wan to do for myself. Is it time to oppose decisions made by people around me even those that are closest to me???