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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Tuesday, June 12, 2007, 7:31 AM

haiz.... Bad bad.. day.. i tink i forgot to bring my brain, my amulet, my motivation and everything today to school... I am just like an empty shell with an empty soul...

I agree that failure is part of our life and failure is something that we can always learn our mistakes from... Failure is common in doing research...but.. my failure is over tragic... that i sat there and did not know what to do... Well... maybe i am just not suitable for doing research.. I am just clumsy, careless and everything... I am very tired.. but i still have to move one and pull through these 1 more plus month..

All i can do is to pray for a better tml... Sigh... I wan to go out.!!!! (#)%&!(%&@#@!)