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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Thursday, May 31, 2007, 5:56 AM
Update on what i have been doing

Phew... finally... Vesak Day, i can rest even though i have to go sch in the morning to do my 24 hours stirring reaction. What have i been doing everyday? well, do experiment lor... do reports lor.. draw benzene ring... draw carbon chain.. blah blah... haha.. Well... this is life of a researcher... The brain just can't stop to rest.. in fact it is mutli tasking.. every moment I have to tink what I am doing now.. what i have to next and how to arrange my timing for all reaction so that i dun have to stay overnight in sch...

Although i have been returning real late almost everyday... but the holiday seems meaningful..... I have to agree that if i benefit from something.. i always have to sacrifice something... Well... I miss my mum's homecooked food... i miss my house... i miss my bed... i miss so much other things...

Now, i am sick, my back aches and i pulled my tendon on my back calf at night... pain...Sobs... I HATE WEARING COVERED SHOES TO SCH!!!! Happy vesak day.. sigh...