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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Tuesday, December 13, 2005, 4:21 AM

People do not have to actually really experience in order to learn a lesson.... The way i learn my lesson is quite unique....Especially those that i consider what is so-called "nightmare". It is not the kind like ghost la... or kana chased by monster... Or rather i consider these "nightmare" as something that i am thought that it has really happened to me...
Dun ask me what kind of nightmare i dreamt about last night... A kind of dream that you will learn a precious lesson for your lifetime... Because what happened in the dream is going to stay and remind me always for the rest of my life....
Here... i would like to share my lesson with you... Girls out there.... No matter at any point of time of your life... DUN ever be cheated by guys into PMS... it is something that you yourself will suffer most but Never the guys...Actually it is not a very unique lesson... I mean everyone knows that... but some people are still foolish enough to be cheated by guys... though it has not happened in my real life...but... what i want to say is that i could experience the pain... misery... helpless feeling... even in my dreams and even i am awake...
Although from reading my entities... you can somehow imagine what kind of dream i had last night... but it will never be just what you think... because in that dream ... i dreamt of many special people that are precious in my life( currently or in the past) ....This dream has made me in a very bad m0od today...