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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Saturday, August 06, 2005, 4:35 PM

Nice necklace....I like....
I wish I could wash away
all the tears you made me cry.
I wish I could change the past
and once again, make you mine.
but my wishes will not happen
Cause this miracle won't come true
and every time I turn around
She's there, standing next to you.
I've never been so much in love
and I want to be with you so bad
I have done anything and everything
to make you understand.
so far I have not succeeded
Because you still don't have a clue
that from endless days to sleepless nights
I'm still crying over you.
Every night I close my eyes
and dream that you are here
but all I can do is lie awake
til the day I cry my last tear.
but whenever I dream I realize
its never to my appeal
I cry and want to take you out
and be with you for real.
for awhile I thought my feelings had passed
but I guess they still await
for you to come and rescue me
But I've given up hope and faith.
I tell myself every day
that I'm way too good for this
but if I could hold you just one more time
it would be my final wish
Before, I wished our love would never die,
so it cannot be my only
for I wished a one that would never come true
now my heart is empty and lonley.
I can't keep my feelings inside
and I know one day I'll come clean
I can't stand that I don't know if you love me,
Because I'm only with you in my dreams.