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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Sunday, June 19, 2005, 5:39 PM
Haiz....

Here comes the gloomy gloomy me again.....
I hate this feeling when i am staying for an exam that i have 0 confidence in.... Everyone keep on saying i am hardworking( which is totally bullshit, rubbish and everything) and they keep on saying that i can do it... Now the problem is I can't do it.... I can just imagine that i would flung my JCT, retain, get expelled, see principal and stuffs....I just keep feeling that i can't remember any shit that i have studied for the past 3 weeks!!! what the crap... what a nice june holiday.... sigh....

Anyway, no matter what...I still tink i should set some target myself even though it is some kind of unrealistic... but if i get half of that, i would be happy... provided i will achieve it....
Oh god.,... pls help me get through this... two more weeks!!! Just 2 more....

My target for JCT....
GP - B4
Biology - C
Chemistry - A
Maths - A
This is what i have expected myself to achieve from the amount of effort i have put in.... And I shall make sure that I achieve this...