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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Sunday, February 20, 2005, 3:28 AM
A long windy hot sunday...

Feeling very fan3 now.... Mixed feeling always make mi feel that my life is very confused. I must go running tml... To get rid of my confusion...Frankie finally got himself a girlfriend... And the girlfriend is from my class... haha... the girls in AHS must be crying now... Anyway... hu cares... *shrugs*
i still feel very doubtful about my relationship with melvin... I just feel that i am not giving anything into the relationship... he is always the one who is contributing... he is always the one who brings mi home... he has waited for mi so long... I really dun know... Somemore we dun have time to go out together unlike shu yan and david... Ah,... what am i doing... Why am i comparing with them.... Ah.... i am damn confused...
Anyway.. i decided to slim down... NO lunch for mi... dinner a little... no snacks... breakfast a glass of milk and a little thing is enough... The fats at the side of my tummy is giving mi a lot of irritation.... haha.. you think i can slim down??? Doubt so....